SHE'S WAR ZONE!

...it kept re-playing.

for years,even years we both worked hard

to make our friendship vaster than your daddy's vineyard

vaster,vaster than seven empires

after so many years,even years

our friendship became better than any of our pears,

many times,even times we were called brothers

though we came from different mothers

easily known afar off like the twin towers

until we met the small-little-brat-JACKASS,

she pounced on and sucked life out of our friendship

with communication gone,we faced our maiden hardship

now polarized,as distant as the star

don't know maybe she'd play the soothing guitar,

I knew she hasn't won

on this simple truth I've hung,

mr advocate

with ten of you she'd still be intestate

you were watching as fire came&destroyed everything

your friend orchestrated everything

she's from the devil
like every girl that is 'beautiful'.

He might not be in the class of Albert,Luther,Aristotle or Gamaliel, but never would he be run-over by that sucking little girl!

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A heartfelt farewell.

A heartfelt farewell. 

They say life is In stages
One phase leads to the next
Each marked by varying ages
But some still transcend this context

If only life were free
And anything I want I could catch
I'd order an ocean of tea
Spending time with you all on a private yatch

If all the papers in the world were money
And I'm not so so broke
New buka becomes not so far for our regular moment of festivity
And I'd share with you a billion cans of coke

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting
Or being lied about,don't deal in lies
Or being hated don't give way to hating
And yet don't look too good nor talk too wise

If you can dream and not make dreams your master
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat them both the same

We'll party
We'll exchange endearing words
We'll hold on to you for eternity
when it's time to leave us

We think you'd be around forever
Til goodbye came along
Though we won't always be together
At least we have this bond

we are glad to see you leave this citadel
It is not without tears and pain of a thousand deaths
We bid a heartfelt farewell
And hope to meet again as well

We may not remember,the times when we had few
But never never never ,may we forget the faces of you
We wishing you a future which shines so bright
For you have brought us untold delight.

Written by FADED.

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SUICIDE_JOURNEY OF NO RETURN.(SEQUEL)

SUICIDE_JOURNEY OF NO RETURN (SEQUEL)

A glowing room

Filled with broken dreams,

Joy as we see

Nothing like it seems,

Two diamond rings on the altar

Either they go or I take the elixir,

Borderline is taking over

When would ultimateX be over?

In my tears, you could watch a castle

In my fears, you could paddle a boat

Rip my soul, tear my body apart,

Put an arrow into my heart feeling the wrath at last

The prayers couldn't resurrect,

So downtrodden, so downcast.

Each day, longing for the old me

Deep down decaying in the dust

Life a gift, me done

Out of my skin let it burn,

Sometimes I just want to go and never return

Far from it, want to run.

No one sees surface-beneath

Could be a knot of a rope a long walk into a transformer,

Even a sip of poison laced water,

Maybe carbon-dioxide choke

Now I know the time is nigh

Never would it be another day,

You don't get to choose how to die

Except you walk down this way,

What if nature did choose?

Mere mortals, how could we refuse?

A little respite I want from above

Oh God, I deserve more love.

"If you don't attach yourself to people and desires, never would your heart be broken “   Jackie Chan.

#CHIEFKOKO

#BOSP_INC

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FOR THE GIRL I USED TO BE!

I used to be that girl..

That girl who believed with all her heart that love was just right there waiting

That everyone was good

That pain, indescribable pain, didn't exist

I used to believe with every fibre of my being

That love was everywhere

If only I'll stop to take it

I believed in the perfect

That bad things didn't come and go

That life doesn't hold more pain than joy

That love was everlasting

And we all had a piece of it

Until...

One rainy day

I saw the truth

The painful

Heartrending

Heartbreaking truth

That love didn't always exist

That fire didn't always burn

Love wasn't perfect

And cute

And sweet

And always without pain

Sometimes love hurts too

Sometimes the people you love

Will hurt you

Break your heart into a tiny little pieces

Pieces that could never be whole again

That innocent

Big hearted

Fun loving

Trusting

Believing girl

Was gone

Gone....

I used to be that girl...

Who wore her heart out on her sleeve

Who decided to stop looking

For love in people

But who chose to find love

In the pages of a book

Pages of novels written

Both old and new

I found that forever

In the written word

So I chose to block out the pain that way

To find happy ever after

In fairy tales

And to believe that

Just around the corner

Mine will come to take me out

Of the pain I sometimes feel

I saw myself in everyone of those characters

I became them...

Until...

One day,

I couldn't

I couldn't see myself there again

I couldn't find my joy there again

That forever love

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